Random emotional attacks. They suck. But they release more.

Reason and logic are dangerous things. Just like what Neo said in the Matrix. What have I done now? Have I reasoned myself over Alan's death? Is this 100% reason and logic? Or has Eric's mind influenced it so that it has come out to be 100% what Eric and family wants it to be? Actually, is this even important? What does it mean?

Mom asks why. I have an answer for her. She asks me if I think I know, or I know? I think I know and I know. How much do I understand Alan? I have a story that ultimate lead to him playing video games with the man upstairs.