It's been a pretty rough day today. Lots of sobbing for Alan. First time it's happened. It's actually quite satisfying. Not sure what's going to happen. Many uncertainties and I'm lacking some focus that I badly need. I think I will go to talk to some sort of doctor soon. Contemplating.

Hate to put a sour note to a wonderful weekend in Boston. But I just did. Played ball on Friday and Saturday, went to picnic on a super nice day near Boston, and the sailed in the Charles under a nice sun. And then Sunday went to Dim Sum. The rain came down and ruined the day, and somehow sending my emotions into a tailspin.